Monday, September 12, 2011

Rwandan Genocide.

my legs are starting to look and feel so different. i noticed my shorts are slightly looser in the thighs, and my yoga workout pants fit better. huh. weird feeling. i think my neck is changing too. hmmm.

in other news..... please pray for me, and send me loving texts as often as you think of it--reading a book about the Rwandan Genocide of the 90s for my International Affairs, Intro to Global Issues class. my heart can't take these descriptions of dead bodies and machete murders. had a nightmare last night. this, plus my nearby depression, lurking below a small film of strength i've grown over the past several months, on top of the emotion-altering PMS that is prodding at my hormones this week... i'm weak hearted, and i'm hoping that i can still kick major ass this week. in my exams, and in the gym, and in the kitchen.

so, i'm shamelessly asking for some love. because i know my heart, and i know what i need.

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